My heart said

You are not caring about me !
feel fed up with you ...
feel sad with you
Heart Break!

Did you really pay attention to me ?

You will find me... whenever you like..
you didnt care everything about me! may be you are busy (as a excuse for you)
your words can't really make me feel that you are taking me as a part of your life..
may be I got wrong feel... If I do, I say sorry...


You do dedicate something to me ... but what its means ?
when you bought me something, I really think that you are caring me ...
But do you agree with what I said ?
The time to be with you is getting lesser and lesser recently..
Do you appreciate the time together with me ? I'm not sure for you
For me... I DO!
I need your love ! I need your care ! your understanding !
Do you realize that I never ask you to buy me something for a quite long time ?


Sometime I think I'm silly....
something I did for you, you not really take it seriously...
I really care about you, may be you can't feel it..
Why should I care you so much ? ?
I observed what you did ... try to know you more ... Do you ?
Do you willing to spend you time to understand me ? can you ?


Last time, I would like to dedicate to everyone without reason... but now ...
anyway,not to talk so much anymore ....
may be the way the I think is wrong.. just want to release at here only


My friends..after you saw this post...don't ever ask me anything about it!
Please.... because my mood is turn to be better already ^ ^
blogging is a way for me to 抒发情绪...

"Special" night

still got 5 mins then will reach 1am ...
so moody ah T.T
don't know why many of my friends also not in good mood ...
why? ... haiz .... what's the problem ? T.T T.T T.T


My friend told me that she is moody too ....
felt sad to her ... haih...
now I hope got friend accompany beside me ....
may be I can talk to him/her .... chating .... or telling about my problem
then I will be better ...i think ....


Now I'm chating with my friends through msn ...
and I waiting the meteor rain .... hope I get to make a wish .....
oooOppss...no! not just a wish .... is wishes !


I heard from my friends said ... tonight 1am to 4am got meteor rain...
Is this real ? I don't know ...just wait and see ba ....
I really got many wishes, will my wishes come true ?
*** my wishes not those material I stated in my birthday wishes list

Meteor ah...Meteor .... I hope **** I hope **** I hope ****
I hope you can see the meteor at other place of Malaysia ....


Now I feel better lerr... ^ ^ didnt feel too 空虚...
My friend accompany me in msn .... thank you ..muackzz...

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* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Meteor Rain ~
* * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * * * make a wish ...
** * *** *** ** *** * * * * ** * make a wish ... ^ ^
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=.='' feel weird now .... I heard a dog is "woo-ing" ....
keep on ah woooo ah woooo woo~ ~ ..
make this night more SPECIAL .... feel scare scare ...papa...

Lonely Night~

suddenly feel lonely and cold now ... Feel like want to...
now is 12.46am ... I come back to continue my blog..
almost one month didnt update my blog..i think..


my last blog is about my birthday's wishes...
here I do not want to write about my birthday since it past quite long already..
if you wish to know about it, you can click into my "BRA"ther's blog...MICKY!!

24th july 09 <<< here is the link
kar foooo=) <<< this link is Micky wrote about me de...made me felt touched T.T

On my birthday, I really appreciate what my colleges friends had done for me and didn't forget Gabrians also.. thanks you guys ...thanks for giving me a nice nice birthday celebration! Okie..not to touch so much about my birthday since it past already....... Now is my college final examination period..so I have to study for it! Still got 2 subjects to go.... ECONOMICS ....OFFICE APPLICATION...


Honestly, I really don't have the mood or spirit to study hard to final exam..
I don't know what happen to myself...T.T
arrrgghhh... don't want talk about my exam here ...


I feel so lonely tonight...feel stress when I think something about myself...
well, I don't know how to express my feeling here ...may be I will be better after a sleep..

Erm... to be continue ba ... zzZ ...